" To beta , ab college me aaker kaisa lag raha hai ?" Mere dad mujhe mere b'day ki party me shaamil hone ke liye college me milne aaye the . Unhe mujhpe garv tha ki main itni kharaab taiyyari ke bawjood acche number paaker acche se college me admission paa gaya. Green Park , Niranjanpur , Dehradun ke ek acche se college Excellence University for Electronics ka ek bright student ban gaya hun main . College me mujhe aaj 5 mahine ho chuke hai . Yeh mera 19th b'day hai , actually waise toh main 18 ka huwa hun par sabke liye 19 ka. Yeh bas mujhe accha lagta hai isiliye main apni umar badha ke batata hun taaki main bada lagu sabse . " Beta ! ab mera jaane ka samay aa gaya hai . Thik hai tum log enjoy karo aur main chalta hun warna raat ho jaayegi to driving me dikkat hogi . Tum to jaante hi ho na ki yaha driving raat ke tym kitni mushkil hai . " Thik hai dad , aap nikaliye aur yeh sab bhi chale jaayenge thodi der kyuki kal subah class hai humari. Byee - byee .
Chalo , party ho gayi aur neend abhi baaki hai . Waise apne college ka popular student to nahi hun par jitne log jaante hai woh meri izzat karte hai kyuki apne group me bahut hi seedha hoker rehta hun , bhale hi mann me kuch bhi ho. Main mere room me akela hun , siway Aarav ke . Mera hamesha se yehi sapna raha tha ki main hostel me , apne room me , apne room-mates ke saath rahu. Mujhe akela rehna ab pasand aane laga hai . Waise mere hostel me rules ki bahut kami hai . Koi bhi raat me 12 baje tak ghumta rehta hai aur koi bhidin ke 8 baje tak sota rehta hai .Koi accha wardon bhi nahi hai yahaan par . Usko apne paiso se pyaar hai aur kaam se inkaar . Khidhki par se chaand kitna sundar lagta hai . Abhi 11 baj rahe hai , sabhi dost apne room me laut chuke hai aur mera room-mate Aarav jo mera sabse khaas dost hai , so chuka hai .Asal me humare group ka Kumbhkaran hai Aarav . Mujhe neend nahi aa rahi hai iss waqt . Pata nahi dimaag me kuch chal raha hai jise main samajh nahi paa raha hun . Kuch ajeeb si baatein hai jo ek film ki tarah yaad aa rahi hai . Kuch aisi yaadein jo kabhi mere sath huwi hi nahi . Aaj mera b'day tha , din - bhar sabse badhayiyan mili , professors ne aashirvaad diya par phir bhi kuch kami thi . Soniya ka khayaal aaya toh mann udaas ho gaya . Main ab bhi uski yaadon ke ghere me hun . Shayad isiliye aaj bhi kisi ladki se baat karne se katrata hun . Baahar ajeeb si thand hai . Raat me yaha hamesha thand badh jaati hai kyuki mausam hi aisa hai . Aas-paas pahad hai , ek kinaare nadi hai jisse garmi ka ehsaas hi nahi hota . Mere paas iss samay koi kaam nahi hai siway sone ke . Shayad ab mujhe sapno ko panaah de deni chayiye . Khidhki bandh kar ke main apne chote se bed pe jaa hi raha hun . Achanak se bijli chali gayi . Yeh kya ? Aisa yaha pehle to nahi huwa ki charo-taraf pura andhera ho jaye. Yeh andhera mujhe apni ore khich raha hai . Main kuch kar bhi nahi paa raha hun . Yeh kya ho raha hai yahaan ? Khidhki apne aap khul gayi , hawa mujhe apne sath le jaane lagi . Yeh kaisi aandhi hai jisme main apne aap ko kho raha hun ?
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